Mutually Abusive

by Doomsday Virus

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1.
[ CRACKS IN THE FACADE ] fearless defiantly driven triumphantly flawless in vanity so strong and so perfect chosen divinity golden nobility potent virility a little too perfect i feel as if i'm losing control i feel as if there's nothing to hold i feel my grip slip, slipping so slow i feel my fingers as they let go i feel my heart about to explode i feel my pain approaching threshold i feel the cracks are starting to grow i feel my face is starting to show valor unwavering godlike savoring ruthless laboring power tapering? tarnished the irony blemished so subtly tainted neglectfully so much for so perfect damaged so savagely branded disgracefully ruined apologies a little less perfect grasping fumbling shamed now humbling fallen stumbling stone walls crumbling ascension eluded majesty polluted fortitude diluted and rendered impotent pretension suspended the grandeur upended a ruse apprehended unworthy opponent i feel as if i'm losing control i feel as if there's nothing to hold i feel my grip slip, slipping so slow i feel my fingers as they let go i feel my heart about to explode i feel my pain approaching threshold i feel the cracks are starting to grow i feel my face is starting to show i fear as if i'm losing control i fear as if there's nothing to hold i fear my grip is slipping so slow i fear my fingers are letting go i fear my heart's about to explode i fear my pain's approaching threshold i fear the cracks are starting to grow i fear my face is starting to show
2.
Die Alone 03:44
[ DIE ALONE ] standing here in the mess i've made lamenting games i should not have played i rolled the dice i lost it all i forsook grace now watch me fall with nothing left except my lies and the demons cast upon my life this shadow world that i've created falls apart disintegrating no turning back no going home i've gone too far down this dark road all is revealed and now i know that you were right i'll die alone lying there in your disaster unhappily ever after this fairy tale now has ended in bitterness and resentment the dreams you had now subdued by the nightmare in front of you unraveling you come undone but the loneliness has just begun no turning back no going home i've gone too far down this dark road all is revealed and now i know that you were right i'll die alone words cut like knives like razor blades blood flows like tears like tears in rain into the streets on your parade when you make hate a holiday no turning back no going home you've gone too far down this dark road all is revealed and now i know you'll be the one who dies alone the knife it twists and bridges burn you've sown these seeds reap what you've earned come claim your prize this ash filled urn all that remains of my concern
3.
[ SAVE OUR SOULS ] day to dusk, and dusk to dark the crimes of time, have left their mark scrawled across, our weathered skin the cracking lines, now leathering our damaged minds, in disconnect circuits shorted, with regret our damaged hearts, that we protect with our last shreds, of self respect day to dusk, and dusk to dark now we face, the hardest part face the face, that's in the mirror fading away, we disappear our broken minds, don't recognize the figure now, before our eyes our broken hearts, bleed one last time for all of those, we've left behind save our souls we're growing old but there's nowhere to run once the fear takes hold save our souls what's left is cold devoid, destroyed disposable save our souls from this black hole devouring the light it stole save our souls we've lost control as the years disappear they've taken their toll
4.
[ CRIMES OF PASSION ] frustration, aggravation, in the throes of, deprivation degradation, humiliation, lashing out in, desperation rejection, repression, turning into, obsession indiscretion, transgression, starving for some, affection hesitation, trepidation, on the hunt for, affirmation strangulation, suffocation, smothering, asphyxiation intoxication, infatuation, enticing, temptation consummation, validation, the sweet taste of, vindication i'm a realist i just have romantic dreams can you feel this? can you feel me scream this is the sound of nothing more to give i'm just dying i'm dying to live crimes of passion crimes of love these crimes that we are guilty of crimes of passion crimes of lust to validate we violate our trust i'd sell my soul for just one night with you i'd give it all give everything to you i'd tempt the fates and put my trust in you i'd roll the dice and take my chance with you
5.
Cold, Colder 04:17
[ COLD, COLDER ] your cup runneth over my cup runneth dry a burden grown so heavy i break right through the ice cold... colder still cold... colder still cold... colder still cold... colder still never did i think that i could be someone so cold i would freeze never did i think it possible that i could bury you like snow this victory never wanted no more worth fighting for this hostage situation this endless cold war my heart has frozen over as love turns to hatred i submit to the cold winds out of shits to give
6.
Fool Me 04:51
[ FOOL ME ] an empty promise a little white lie another chance another try to stay the course to show resolve to make believe to be absolved of any blame of any fault of any pain that you have caused of any shame of any greed of any guilt you've laid on me don't ever forget and don't take for granted these three chances that you've been handed one is forgiven two you're at risk three is enforced by the end of my fist fool me once and fool me twice fool me thrice i'm not so nice don't you ever ever think don't you think you can fool me a double standard a double take a great hope a great mistake to be so blind to be let down to disappoint to play the clown of charlatans of imposters of frauds and the myths they foster of con artists of prostitutes of hustlers that disguise the truth
7.
Flatline 03:51
[ FLATLINE ] beating, can't stop the beating can't stop the feeling it's not alright beating, beating and bleeding can't start the healing with one more fight flatline, i know we've reached the end of the line flatline, my heart just stopped flatline, and now we're all out of time flatline, my heart just stopped beating, my head i'm screaming i'm begging, pleading this ends tonight beating, beating demeaning til i stop breathing and end this life
8.
Life Deleted 04:26
[ LIFE DELETED ] as darkness falls so silently i still burn defiantly but flames grow cold candles burn down reduced to ash upon the ground smoldering carbon desire smothered coals lost with the fire the wind and rain the violent weather washes away into forever this is the, end goodbye this is where, dreams will die this is how, we will fall this is our, hopes dissolved this is the, crushing blow this is our, time to go this is our, love defeated this is our, life deleted a frozen wind echoing vows left unfulfilled and empty now as winter screams its siren song the longing still goes on and on ..... life deleted ..... life deleted ..... life deleted ..... life deleted this is our love defeated, this is our life deleted this is our love defeated, this is our life deleted this is our love defeated, this is our life deleted this is our love defeated, this is our life deleted this is... this is... this is... life deleted this is... this is... this is... life deleted this is... this is... this is... life deleted this is... this is... this is... life deleted
9.
[ I HOPE YOU EXPECTED TO BE LET DOWN ] this is a warning shot so save yourself i am a hazard to your health this is your last chance to walk away it's just not safe here for you to stay let me make it clear as clear as sin before you crack that door and let me in let me spell it out so there's no mistaking the degree of risk that you are taking there's no going back there is no cure if you come with me you best be sure you're willing to leave it all behind and let the virus creep inside in this mind prison there's no safe word you drink this poison your fate's secured submission now is not a choice crippled, crumbled by my voice infected in sacrifice your scars reveal you've paid the price you should know better shouldn't you? if it seems too good it can't be true taste the darkness, bite the fruit let me have my way with you make your choice, and seal your fate know that there is no escape shackled to this, pain for life kiss me now, kiss me goodnight know that you're forever mine there's no second chance this time dancing to this awful sound i hope you expected to be let down

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The 5th release from Doomsday Virus

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released January 22, 2016

© 2015-2016 Doomsday Virus - All Rights Reserved
Recorded & Mixed by Matt Vellocet @ Endless Studios (Albany, NY)
Mastered by Mark Alan Miller @ Sonelab (Easthampton, MA)
Artworks & Layout by Khi Mera @ Exhuman Design Crypt (Albany, NY)

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Doomsday Virus Albany, New York

beautifully destructive, new york's doomsday virus has arisen from remission.

snarling vocals and panicked screams deliver brutal, biting lyrics over punishing electronics. sonic sacrifices of synthesizers and disfigured drums form the foundation for this hallowed horrorscape of nightmare noise. whiskey and nicotine fuel the frenetic fury of guitars turned to bonesaw blades. ... more

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